Here's another thought this morning. When Michael was diagnosed with thyroid cancer, it was hard to even think about surgery....He wasn't sick - felt great...but because that big ole KNOT was on his neck, we KNEW cancer was there and we KNEW we had to get it out. Surgery was not an option. But this day....THIS day, my heart hurts, my mind is SO tired of the stress of wondering....radiation has been suggested...well, not just suggested, radiation has been forced on us as a must have - but he's not sick....No signs of being sick....and we are forced with doing radiation not knowing for sure if the cancer still remains. This is such a hard decision - with all the side effects of radiation that we have been told about. Effects that last a lifetime and even get worse with time. Lord help us with YOUR wisdom....i pray for writing on the wall...I pray for doors to open for second opinions. I pray for COMPLETE healing for this precious man i love so much. Lord hold us tight...i pray. Help us KNOW Lord....open doors and close doors....mold us and make us YOURS. I pray that as we travel this scary road we are on, that God we will magnify YOU in every step.
LORD, we love You so very much! We trust You have our very best ahead of us.
I just pray you fill our hearts to overflowing with Your Holy Spirit!